Friday was with the boys again. Went to eat Bak Kut Teh first near Arab Street there then we went back to GF. Then our movie was at Vivo. Reminded me of old times again :( Haha so funny when they tease each other. Street dance was good man. If only I can dance like them ah ^^ Haha I can't dance for nuts.
Saturday: Under 21 tournament. I played with Chee Ann and I lost. I was mentally prepared that I would lose cause I couldn't play at all judging from how I played on Friday. I was still shaking and stuff, who to blame? Only myself :( Went to Grandma's again. She cooked curry! Damn spicy but it was good :D. Went home. My Saturday's seems to be getting boring...
Sunday: Expo sale! Woohoo~ Gabriel and I went to Expo. We got so many stuff. Shoes, Hush Puppies Polo-T and snacks! Then when we going back we decided to queue for Texas Chicken. We thought that it would take like 10 minutes or so, turned out we waited 45 minutes until the guy served us. Sigh, there were too many people and his service was so slow. Mahjong with Joey and Felicia. Ian and gf came over. Turned out that the chicken was too spicy and I didn't even get to finish it. BUT BUT BUT, the mash potato was awesome! But they are cheaters, the mash potato was like half of the container -.-
Monday: Junior VS Seniors. Played Scotch doubles with Darius and we lost. I don't want to say how bad things were but yeah I was probably pissed but at the end of it, I'm to blame too. I was expecting myself to lose cause I couldn't play, but turned out I didn't miss much shots. Went to eat ice-cream at Island Creamery. Yum yum~ But my throat was feeling abit itchy after the ice-cream. Went back to GF and I played with Nigel. Amazingly, I could play! How contradicting, just when I feel like giving on pool. God always seem to be playing a joke on me.
Tuesday: I didn't go school again. Was too tired, felt as though I didn't sleep the whole night at all. Couldn't sleep at all. Accompanied Gabriel to get his laptop and then we decided to go inside the Perenakan Museum but it was scary :( So I decided to wait for more people and then go together. The vibes were just wrong somehow.
Act cool again -.-
Nice ah ^^
Stayed back after school yesterday for the Olympic torch to arrive. We were allowed to slack until 6.30 so Eugene, Zhee, Jeremy and I slacked at Agora Hall watching videos. All of us were watching Unriddle except for Jeremy. Haha, support local shows? After that we went to visit Shikin at her booth. I tried playing tennis and I like it! Feel like learning tennis leh :) So anyway, we waited for the olympic torch to arrive and it was quite exciting at first but when it reached we were like "Okay! Let's go otherwise later got alot of people." I was already feeling like shit though :( In class I keep sneezing, fucking annoying. I couldn't sleep in the bus and I was freezing.
So apparently I went to see the doctor today and my fever is like what 38.3? I feel hot inside but when I touch myself I can't feel that I'm having fever. Feel like crap though :( Sigh, now I don't even know if I can work on Saturday when the doctor said that it will take 2-3 days for the fever to subside :(
Sigh, I hate to be sick man. I really hate to rely on people. It's only when you're sick then you can feel whose genuine to you and I hate it. I don't like to be sensitive and make myself feel the nobody really cares about me. In actual fact, I know who really do but I prefer to think that everybody is kind by nature. Sadly, this way of thinking is fading I see alot of people who shows me attitude for no reason and only talk to me for the sake of talking. I don't know what happen since Greg and I broke up. It seems that the whole world are turning against me or am I just sensitive? I don't know man, I seem so paranoia, so frantic about what has been happening lately. What happened to the fuck care me? I'm confused, lonely and tired. God bring me out of these will you?